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signed_sabrina) wrote2019-05-18 01:57 pm
signed_sabrina) wrote2019-05-18 01:57 pm
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Sabrina finds the book on the kitchen table.
She knows even before she's moving to open it that it's somehow from the place she only sometimes thinks of home, and she's moving toward it with the same sick feeling of compulsion that had led her to another book in the woods.
But this is not the Book of the Beast. She can see it's a book of prophecy, and with a shaking hand, she reaches for it. It feels familiar under her hands; she opens to the page marked with what looks like a page torn from a sketch book.
Before she can identify the actual content of the drawing, she knows Harvey's made it, knows his hand; when she looks a bit longer, she realizes this is her own face, but not, somehow wrong and evil and everything she's tried to pretend she's not. Trembling violently, she moves the drawing away and finds that the page beneath has an underlined passage.
She leans down to read it, and then she's falling, and she's closing her eyes with Salem's panicked yowls fading away.
Her eyes open and she's curled up on the floor, the afternoon light turned to dim twilight tones, her face wet and sticky with tears. She wants to claw at her own skin, she pushes her hands through her hair to get rid of a crown that isn't there, she screams and hits her fists against the floor.
Even Salem is gone, but as sure as she knows anything, she knows he's gone for help and she's going to have to move quickly to make sure that doesn't happen. There's no help for her here.
Her legs are unsteady, but they carry her as she grabs her bag and takes off out the door.
At the edge of town, there's a place she's always eyed with the suspicion of one who knows she'll visit, but not when. She goes to the Necropolis now, picking out a particularly large and suitably Satanic looking mausoleum.
Chalk and candles and a knife-- she has these things in her bag all the time, and she works with them now. She draws the circle, the sigils, the sacred geometry that will form her makeshift prison. Her blood charges the lines, and the trio of candles serve as a timer. When they burn themselves out, she will no longer be able to alter this trap. It's foolish to think no one else could, but she's fairly certain it will take long enough that-- that--
She doesn't know.
She just can't let herself be out there, a loaded gun, the bringer of an apocalypse, traitor to everything and everyone she loves.
Drawing her knees to her chest and hugging them tight, she tucks her face out of sight, and lets the candles burn.
She knows even before she's moving to open it that it's somehow from the place she only sometimes thinks of home, and she's moving toward it with the same sick feeling of compulsion that had led her to another book in the woods.
But this is not the Book of the Beast. She can see it's a book of prophecy, and with a shaking hand, she reaches for it. It feels familiar under her hands; she opens to the page marked with what looks like a page torn from a sketch book.
Before she can identify the actual content of the drawing, she knows Harvey's made it, knows his hand; when she looks a bit longer, she realizes this is her own face, but not, somehow wrong and evil and everything she's tried to pretend she's not. Trembling violently, she moves the drawing away and finds that the page beneath has an underlined passage.
She leans down to read it, and then she's falling, and she's closing her eyes with Salem's panicked yowls fading away.
Her eyes open and she's curled up on the floor, the afternoon light turned to dim twilight tones, her face wet and sticky with tears. She wants to claw at her own skin, she pushes her hands through her hair to get rid of a crown that isn't there, she screams and hits her fists against the floor.
Even Salem is gone, but as sure as she knows anything, she knows he's gone for help and she's going to have to move quickly to make sure that doesn't happen. There's no help for her here.
Her legs are unsteady, but they carry her as she grabs her bag and takes off out the door.
At the edge of town, there's a place she's always eyed with the suspicion of one who knows she'll visit, but not when. She goes to the Necropolis now, picking out a particularly large and suitably Satanic looking mausoleum.
Chalk and candles and a knife-- she has these things in her bag all the time, and she works with them now. She draws the circle, the sigils, the sacred geometry that will form her makeshift prison. Her blood charges the lines, and the trio of candles serve as a timer. When they burn themselves out, she will no longer be able to alter this trap. It's foolish to think no one else could, but she's fairly certain it will take long enough that-- that--
She doesn't know.
She just can't let herself be out there, a loaded gun, the bringer of an apocalypse, traitor to everything and everyone she loves.
Drawing her knees to her chest and hugging them tight, she tucks her face out of sight, and lets the candles burn.
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"S'alright, duck," he murmurs. "I've got you. You're alright."
She needs this release. Marcus isn't going stop her tears or tell her she has nothing to cry about. People need these moments, these times to fall apart, and if he can give her somewhere space in which to do so, then he's done his job.
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She sniffles as the tears start to dry up, and whispers, "Thank you, Marcus. If I had to have a surprise dad, I really wish it could have been you instead."
Breathing evenly, only sniffing a bit here and there, she doesn't think she can be blamed for letting herself be comforted a little bit longer, pressing her face into his shoulder.
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Caring for Sabrina has hardly been a trial and he's been surprised by just how naturally it's come to him, too. Going beyond an adult friend available to help out where needed was never something he imagined he would do.
But they're here now. And he adores her entirely, knows he would do anything for her. There's no harm in it, he figures, if it gives them both the security they need.