[charlie]

Apr. 11th, 2021 02:32 pm
signed_sabrina: (Alone.)
For a very short time, Sabrina considers avoiding Charlie.

He's going to read her unhappiness as easily as ever, and then she's going to have to talk about it, this thing that she feels like she's only a breath away from ruining. Only it would hurt them both to do it, and he'd figure that much out too.

It still seems like some kind of betrayal, to carry these feelings, to consider pouring out her griefs about others to Charlie. Some part of her insists she doesn't deserve the comfort, that part that always belongs to the Night, that part that whispers just like him that she ought to let what hurts her keep giving pain and to grow strong off of it.

Sabrina hates how much she can't tell who the idea really belongs to.

She waits until dark, and then she sneaks in through Charlie's window even if she doesn't have to, kicking off her shoes and crawling into his bed.
signed_sabrina: (Lupercalia.)
After the party mostly wraps up, the night's hardly over.

The moon might not be full, but there's enough of a moon for their purposes, and Sabrina's located a clearing-- familiar at least to Charlie as somewhere she's taken him before-- for some moon-bathing. A fire doesn't seem quite right, but it's chilly enough that she's set up a charm to make the clearing much more like a late spring, early summer night. Just warm enough to strip down, and just cool enough that pressing up against another warm body feels good, she thinks.

A leather jacket over her dress, and her heels swapped out for something more comfortable, Sabrina lights up the lantern-- this one an orb of light not unlike the moon itself.

"Ready?" she asks, beaming at her people, as they stand at the edge of the woods, the clearing within and a basket at her feet. "Don't worry about the weather. I've got it handled. I mean, where we're going, not all the weather."

That was just a one time thing, she swears.
signed_sabrina: (Alone.)
running in the shadows
damn your love, damn your lies


i. Charlie
ii. Rosie

listen to the wind blow (watch the sun rise)


i. Charlie & Kavinsky
ii. Marcus
iii. Sam


[Collection post for Sabrina's threads during Lucifer's possession of Nick.]
signed_sabrina: (Queen of Hell.)
What had been difficult to pull off to help Rosie-- playing the imperious, bratty possible bride-to-be, bored and not at all willing to commit to the Lord of Darkness just yet-- seems an even taller order when it comes to getting Charlie brought to her without arousing suspicion.

It means letting them take Rosie back, for one. Sabrina makes threat upon threat, compliments the goblin that seems to have had the idea to bring Rosie at all, tries to give him a sense of responsibility in this.

It also means setting aside her actual feelings so that she can tell the goblins that her appetite is whetted and that her pretty songbird had sung to her of a most lovely boy in the dungeon. She tells them that she wants him, that she wants to play. She says, the words sour in her mouth, that perhaps she's getting used to this life.

So they go, and Sabrina sits on her massive bed, waiting with her heart in her throat.
signed_sabrina: (Creature of the moonlight.)
Sabrina locks the doors to Leviathan as quickly and carefully as she can manage without fumbling the key. Their hour of sunlight is already fading, and while she currently has all the supplies they'll need for magical defense (subject to an advance on her paycheck), time shouldn't be wasted.

She puts the keys in her coat pocket, giving Charlie a smile before she starts to pull her scarf up again. "I think if we're quick, we'll be fine," she says. All of it is strange and wrong and dangerous, but Sabrina can't help but feel like there's something more. What that could mean to her, about her, she doesn't want to think about.

Taking his hand, she glances up and down the street. It wouldn't be safe for Salem here, so easy to spot against the snow, but she misses his sense of hearing. She thinks she hears something, but the wind chooses that moment to pick up, and she winces, automatically turning into the shelter of Charlie's body for warmth.
signed_sabrina: (The greatest prison.)
Sabrina finds the book on the kitchen table.
Spoilers. )
signed_sabrina: (Phone call.)
Sabrina's grateful she has the key to Leviathan tonight, letting herself and Salem in, dragging the bags she's collected (not enough for all of her things, so there's a couple of trash bags holding clothes that she doesn't drag for fear of ripping them). She locks the door behind her, and then, glancing around the dim shop, unlocks it once more. She's safe here; there's hardly someone chasing her down to return her and send Salem-- away.

Mrrrr.

"Stop pretending you can actually read my mind. But I know, I know you could have gotten away."

Mrrrorrr.

"But you wouldn't, just like I would rather figure this out."

She thinks maybe she ought to be more panicked; she's run away from the Home after having a very particular privilege revoked. This is the safest place she can think of, or at least the safest place that she wouldn't endanger. She can recognize the drama in her thinking, but maybe that's where she's hiding the panic.

Sitting down on the floor, letting Salem nestle in her lap, she makes a couple of calls, selfishly grateful they go to voicemail.

"Charlie, it's me. There was-- I got in trouble at the Home, and they were, they were going to try to take Salem, and I guess I ran away. I mean, I did run away. I'm at the store right now. I really want to see you. Listen, they are really mad at me and I did just run away, so I don't think I can come back with you. I don't want to get you in trouble. Or Newt and Kavinsky. I have a couple of ideas. But I'd really feel a lot better if I could see you."

"Hi, Marcus? This is, this is Sabrina. I need help. The people at the Home are really mad at me, and I am sure I deserve it, but I can't go back like this. I'm working on a place to stay but I was hoping you could help me with the part where they don't send police to bring me back or anything. I'm at Leviathan."

There's a text or two to Rosie and some others, to reassure them that she's taken off but is safe. And then she sits and waits, Salem's purrs vibrating through her until she can just let herself fade into the shadows around her.
signed_sabrina: (Your own free will.)
Sabrina leaves a note on her door-- Went to the woods, be back before dark --S-- for anyone to see, and she packs a black candle, matches, a knife, and a few other assorted items into her school bag. Her familiar waits at the front door of the Home, patient and ready.

"I'm fine," she tells someone as she heads out, though she's not, not at all, and it reads on her face.

The train takes her far enough, and they leave a double track of footprints in the snow, human and cat, until she's just deep enough in the woods that it's trees everywhere.

She finds a tree stump quickly enough, and Salem leaps up to watch her warm a bit of old candle wax so the fresh black candle will sit upright. Sabrina doesn't waste tie with ceremony; her movements are brisk and efficient.

Light the candle. Cut your finger. Let the flame eat your blood. Ring the bell times thirteen.

Wait.

Wait.

Wait.

The candle burns down, and Sabrina begins to talk.

"I don't know if you're here or not. I don't know if you can hear me from here, but I need to you listen." The voice coming out of her thrums low and raw. "I did what you asked. I signed your book, and we both know it's a matter of time before everything in my mortal life falls apart. I did what you wanted and now I'm here, because either you're fucking with me or you're not as powerful as you could be. See, I was willing to rule you out until that dream. Except it wasn't just a dream, they told me I wasn't the first to talk about dreams that feel real, delusions about a place besides this, and I just know."

She wipes at her cheeks, leaving a streak of blood.

"So if this is you, then I compel you. I, Sabrina Spellman, compel you, the Dark Lord whose Book holds my name, to take me or leave me. I could be happy here. I can be happy here. I did what you want, I wrote my name and if you're going to take this back, just do it and I'll go back and keep my end of things." Her voice grows louder and louder. "Listen to me, I fought it but you have my name, and if you're going to leave me here you had better let me go." She presses her hand to her mouth, and sucks in a wet breath, and then she's just standing there, breathing until it's all she can hear in the trees.

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